Tuesday, February 21, 2012

Walk one step count one step


Is been like 12345678910years i last blogged! haha! sorry uh! kinda no feel to blog! but i am back just to make it alive somehow!

Today is 21st feb 2012 and is 1month that i know you!We text-ed since 21st jan 2012! you remember? i doubt you do. I have never deleted our text and whatapp! when i misses those time for us the beginning i would just read back the text and wishing everything never change and remain the same. but is too late. I can't do anything also. Just to wait and see how it goes. I know is hard to forget the past but if you got try it. I KNOW I FUCKING HARD TO FORGET THE PERSON THAT IS ONCE IMPORTANT TO YOU! i have this moment as well. text-ed sent out to you but i guess you choose not to reply or either you don't know how to reply. all i wanna say is sent to you le. TIMES AND FAITH will make the decision.  YOURSELF as well to choose with way you wanna choose. atcw

Im glad I able to move on and let him go after 3 month plus. Although is sucks with in that 3month pass and what i did to make myself stuffer. HURTING,DRINKING,CRYING,NOT EATING! isn't it stupid? ok don't talk about it le is the PAST! but still will miss it sometime.
As long as he is happy i will be happy. Brothers and sister is what we both are now. :)

shall stop here le.. got to sleep soon! waking up early for school. NIGHTS PEEPS!

tag please :) hahas!

CIAOS! SAYO!

Sunday, November 20, 2011

Memories

Gosh i can't get myself to sleep. and the time now is 2.23am.. so i choose to come here and blog. knowing that the reason i would can't sleep was you.

I remember how we first met, it was in punggol sec.
I remember how sweet you were to me when still round in the school. you brought me chocolate and water.. although is just a small little things i still love it.
I remember how you waited for me when you jioing me. i kept telling you after my N's.
I remember how we use to study together for your EOY and for my N's.
I remember how we first kissed and hugged was at punggol park.
I remember how you asked me for steady after my N's. you asked me while walking to rivervale plaza to meet friends.
I remember  how you hugged me from my back on the first day we stead, when i was going to meet zhi hui at the bus to Hougang plaza to pool. I stopped at the lrt station when i saw her at the bus stop. stopped just to wave at her and you hugged me from the back..
I remember i use to go down to hougang plaza just to see you.
I remember you brought me a baby pooh keychin for me when i was down and you waited for me at my block downstairs just to pass me.
I remember you worked so hard just to get me a fred perry polo t-shirt for my birthday.
I remember how sad and how much i misses you i was when you went to taiwan for 5 days.
I remember you used your friends number to text me went you was at tawin.
I remember you was busy fixing your bike on my birthday date and i was moodless as you unable to celebrate for me. but i am find with it.
I remember you brought me a jar of  I love you sticky.
I remember you brought me a stitch,a handphone stripe, a small jar of sticky and a leg band from taiwan for me.
I remember the day you came back from taiwan is the day that regina lee they all open a chalet to celebrate their anniversary.
I remember someone told me you hungry as you haven eat after you reach Singapore. so i bbq-ed food for you.
i remember you did not when home after you reach sg instead you came to the chalet and first thing you saw me and you hugged me from the back.
i remember how you use to pat me to sleep. when i am sleeping in your arm.
i remember i always worried for you when you out riding at night and when you drunk.
i remember your was drink with your cousin and called me cause when you drunk and your cousin to over you and talked to be saying how much you love and all at that moment i was crying.
i remember you got me a sleeping baby pooh went you are out with your friends.
i remember going how we brought our rings.
i remember how i use to go down to punggol just to fetch you back and see you.
i remember buying two shirt for you. one is a normal t-shirt and one is A/X.
i remember how we use to send sweet text and goodnight texts.
i remember every little things we had together and very things that we go through together.

i miss you, i miss us, i miss everything..

do you remember?


sorry for everything and sorry for what i have done...

Monday, November 14, 2011

I dropped a tear in the ocean. The day you find it is the day i stop missing you

Just being random and come here posting my little blog :) and also told  SisterZhi that i will post. HAHA! shall talk about today. Woke up by dear'welshia morning call at 5plus. Answer and when back to sleep. And got up from my bed at 6.10 if i'm not wrong. Cute dear of mine sent me " did i drop in the toilet blow?" due to i did not reply her cause i was still on my bed lazy to get up. So woke up and get prepare and waited for evelyn. left home at 7plus and head to eve blk to meet Wel, reginapkm, reginapkm's sister and eve. Like wise 4 of us when to the bus stop and waited for 88. get up the bus and seat all the way still paris ris inter change. while going to take bus 12 half way thought we saw bus 12 went off. LOL! so we head to take MRT to school. reached simei and walked 15min to school!. reached school and off to hair lab to get ready for our exam. BLAH BLAH BLAH! lazy continue. ended school early and off back home. took bus 12 with pearlyn, Georgina and li ling to paris ris inter. Non stop laughing moment from school toilet still bus stop! thanks to pearlyn.  split ways after reached inter. while in the bus 88 heading home. the sky started to cry. and i was kinda got to caught vin the rain in order to get home. Was tweeting with sisterzhi while in the bus she asked me how i'm going to go home raining so heavily. i told her caught in the rain lor. So sweet of her she asked me to go her house first to prevent me from being drenched while going home. so i agreed and when up to her house. HAHA! BLAH BLAH BLAH! lazy type liao!

was laughing non stop when at her house. Hacked her twitter account and talking to each other on twitter where by we are just siting beside each other :) haha! head home at 7pm.

missing you...